一間自己的屋子–to my dearest friends
大概半个月前半,某个月圆之夜,在香港难得一见的闲庭院的秋风里,跟燕子煲粥。突然说到我现在住客厅,电话线的另一端突然停顿了一下,然后燕子缓缓地开了口。内容是我之前就预料到的。
隔天,依旧的秋光明媚的周末(那些曾经让我沉迷的春光明媚的周末们),在家具店沉迷了一下午的我,经过街市,看到了粉红的雏菊。自从搬来乡下,我没再买过她们,但那一刻,我二话不说地把她们带回家了。摆在飘窗台上,旁边是味道一瓶味道很清淡迷人的香氛,以及两个装着合家照的相框,他们一起躺在前年厦门书店买的橙色桌垫上,在秋日的阳光与微风中,静静地看着我静静的喜悦。那样的一副景象,我是很想将之装在镜头里面给燕子看的,但终于没有,总是千般风情拍不出。
其实,你知道,你们都知道,我从来不亏待自己。精神上不用说,物质上也是如此。纵然你们常常看到我似乎总是舍不得买东西,但我真的不亏待自己的。床单、地毯、衣柜、鲜花、苏绣、化妆品衣服、鞋子、音响,我渐渐地喜欢这样一个被美好物质包围的生活,所以,才在电话里那般雀跃欢欣地谈着买回来的内衣与杯子。但我知道这些物质对我的意义。它们为生命增色,但生活并不因他们失色。
找房子的时候,朋友听说我要住客厅,都担心地劝我不要委屈自己。不过一个朋友在发表她的担虑候,又加了一句:你总是会住得很好。事实证明,当她来了以后,也很喜欢。同屋开玩笑说:你不要在外面哀怨自己住客厅好吧,根本就是豪华版的。豪华倒谈不上,但这终归是自己的一方天地。我很阔气地把厨房、浴室整套房子都在心理上划给了自己了,连窗台外面的风儿、阳光与世界。更何况,还有一个非常难得的好室友。更何况,还有你们。夫复何求。
绕了一大圈,我竟然还能够回到这里。刚刚做家务时,听着《老男孩》,我为自己还可以丝毫不愁怅生活、不怀疑世界而心存感恩。所以,亲爱的朋友,不要为我担心。我深信那句话,过好自己的生活,是对朋友最大的帮助。
这是我的屋子的一角。akirose可以证实,虽然没她的惬意,但还不错的。哦,同屋妹妹回来,说小区的会所很好,我很快就会去蒸桑拿的。
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